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No matter what anyone says. I would come back from one of our weekends together and they would ask how it was and I would talk about how amazing it was and what all we did.
That is her ultimate goal when it comes to dating and choosing potential mates. Posts from people who have your same problem occur on a regular basis here on RFM.
In many ways, you yield some authority to the church. It's unfair to assume that she feels that way without asking her.
And don't fall for all their talk of being open and welcoming. Be gentle with them and yourself.
If all the Mormons truly were the pricks we often claim them to be, then Mormonism would be the perfect punishment for them. He is extremely compassionate.